And that sounds like a good excuse to stay the way u are but
Unhealthy attachments are the issue really
Healthy ones do not hinder growth or foster possession
maybe these realisations are there so that u dont fall into that unhealthy extreme states
Like? Would u be able to put it in words?
Aside from this format I fumble greatly with words
English isnt even my first language
Unfortunately, like a lot of people, any good knowledge and information I know doesn't necessarily reflect on my actual life, lol
It's so much easier to see what might have been a better way to go when you've already gone and screwed up
Haha that is very honest of you to admit. I think it applies to most ppl too
Even if you realise the Truth of something, you necessrily may not be able to practise it, but that ralisation proabably would never leave you and has changed you. May its purpose is to help others who are in similar situation
I definitely have to be open about the sheer fact I'm simply a 44 year old woman with severe mental illness, who has been living outside of society, on the edge. I don't really know much about normal life besides observation
Ths remined me of a quote i read from a boook today,
“Wisdom comes from experience. Experience is often a result of lack of wisdom.”
—Terry Pratchett
You are quite intriguing personality tho.
I can't say I've run into anyone like me, lol, but I might not be able to tell
You live away from society, like in a forest?
sorry if its too personal
"Love is the destruction of one self in another" - Dosteovsky
Not sure what he really meant
Currently I actually share a house with my bf and an old friend of his who fell on hard times and ended up in a homeless shelter
I just remain very reclusive, don't leave the house much
Sad to say I've never lived alone
How if not meet the right one yet
Though as much as it seems cool, and that I would like it, I have a feeling that I wouldn't
I've met many "right ones ", lol
I either live with family or friends
As much as it was a pain to endure, each person I've dated was the right one for the time
Sounds like you have a good love life
Taught me what I needed to know, or returned to me energy I gave them in a previous life
(Following the conversation)
I mean that sound that bad
I had to navigate the toxic training of my predecessors
