Iām sorry thatās really hard to go through
Noo- hey the only point of life to live it so if you canāt find a reason anymore do it for the plot lol
Thatās what Iāve been doing
I just donāt have the energy to go out of my way to yeet myself
Like the plot of life your story just do what you want to do to make it intresting for you
im a story without a plot too
I can not do anything anymore
Whole point is to make your own thatās the only fun thing abt being you lol
I mean thereās slot more fun things you just donāt see it yet
I keep wishing I could go to sleep and never wake up
Honestly being a vegetable sounds okay but I donāt wanna waste resources
just a sort of tumble through life not really on any sort of path
I can't see through the pain... thats my problem
You donāt have to be on a selected path your on your own path š
I just lost any excitement for the future
Maybe sleeping is you reason for sleeping- and sleeping will feel a lot better if you tire yourself out first by doing stuff like going out side on walks or anything you wanna do š
But also not really able to live in the present either? Canāt explain it
But i did do some productive things today... with no joy but i did them
Yea somehow Iām still āhigh functioningā
Hey thatās a start š) Iām proud of you
I feel like a child .... like wtf... really... i cant do it... ugh... š«š«š«
I hate lip pimple to š
Omg whatever u do, please donāt pop it
