Idk what to do, the relationship was kinda toxic, but the end it was like... mmm not so toxic idk why the breakup is hurting me 😭😭😭😭
The fact that i wanted the relationship to last, i thought he'll change as I've seen the good in him as well, but it never did.. at the end I'm feeling like it all ended coz of me.. 😭
>>> You remember the good parts and your brain...
Ik fr!! 😭
idk what to doooo... we were together for more than 2 years 😭
>>> Why did it end tho? What actually happend? 😰
he gave me few options to choose from for him to stay with me, but i choose me. so we thought it's better to end it
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I've been through things just to keep the relationship i swear, it hurts thinking about it, but still i can't make me hate him, idk I still love him 😭😭
He was my first and only relationship 😭😭😭
I donno why I'm venting about allthis here, maybe just wanted to cry a bit 😭
Tbh many things happened during this relationship which i thought happens between couples and are normal until i saw other couples not actually going through a similar experience. 😓
>>> I understand that. But did those things ma...
Yes but i ignored, i thought
just maybe guys get too angry and agressive at times it's common for them to scream or shout at you, and as a girlfriend you should stay calm and stuff, i was wrong 😥
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>>> Keep busy maybe go to gym, read books to b...
Yup gymin' hard it's my only way of keeping me sane 😓
I won't lie to you when i say he use to get too angry and agressive at times it used to be too much he would push me agressively nd stuff he slapped me one's, brooo idk why my dumb brain still convinced me to stay. 😢
idk why i thought it's okay 😥
>>> You should never have to deal with that. I...
Ik i promise i tried but he was never always bad right, it's sometimes he get a bit angry and things go wrong, is what I've always thought 😓
I'm sorry I'm out it's TMI take caree thankyou for listening 😥
>>> Glad ur away from that man 😓
Mhm Going to gym n working harder I'm okay but uk how tough it can be at times, so idk why but felt like venting it out here
Thankyou guys for listening to my stupid story 😭
