It’s not going to bad right now
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I’m getting ready to head out to watch a parade!
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I hate not being able to do anything but sit and dwell on things
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With nobody at my side and no pills I get dragged down into the abyss
I know you’re probably tired of hearing about it cool cat it just bugs me man. Like the difference is literally a complete 180
I just wish I could make her see what she did. She tells me she’s sorry and stuff but I feel like she’s talking at me. Not to me. Like she’s just saying the things she needs to say that she doesn’t actually care. That she doesn’t care that she never video called me, barely ever called me, hardly ever texted me, but then treats me like I was overbearing and annoying. Or like I’m dependent. Like bro what? I’ve been all alone this whole time.
That’s all I want to say today
I’m sorry that I’m such a wreck. I struggle to stay alive everyday. Talking about it helps a little. I never thought being with her would go from being the best thing that ever happened to me to the worst mistake in my life.
Truth ,,,,,I will get easier
So now you need to distract yourself with something else
But they’ve got a busy life. I would have seen them this weekend but they had a trip planned long ago already. And a surgery upcoming with a long recovery time
But I don’t wanna jump into it right away
Naw go damn slow and enjoy
What’s the rush ??? Nothing
It’s just hard because, being perfectly honest. She’s nowhere near as beautiful.
And being as how my soul is still intertwined with her
I’m afraid she won’t be able to untangle me
I’m just speaking uncomfortable truths that I have.
And this lady isn’t messing with your head or emotions is a super big win
She knows everything. She was married for 20’years and he cheated all the time but begged her to stay and then abandoned her one day
In time your gonna dislike and like back why did you even get involved
Well you both in same boat so that’s good
I don’t wanna say perfect because nobody’s perfect but yeah
Your looking way to much into this , relax and enjoy
She not gonna hurt ya and if she does swipe right
