Yeah.. I m moving day by day. Trying. Thing is whatever happens m the only son to look after my parents and no one is there.
M not feeling good, if I got a job I will move out. It will be better
Sending money from wherever I go.. I feel ashamed bro tbh...š
M sorry for being negative but I feel alot negative after trauma
M trying to fix but everything gone worse after I got sick and they are also helpless.
Ashamed because of my alcholic father.. He is the reason for all this shir
Doctors also advised to move away from them
That's why... In worst case m sticking to them, they also can't leave me but it makes me sick.
My worst problem in life is my alchonlic father.. He ruined everything bro
Yeah... M looking for one job, that's what M planning.
No bro, I really hate him.. For 10yrs, m traumatized. He ruined me too, but I have to take care of him.
Even my relatives and friends all step back.. There is no solution
He's a bad guy, that's all.
M trying bro, people telling to move away from them and focus on ur life. But
How I can leave them without thinking anything? They just again call again, to take care of them.
I need to look after them but thing is they r not normal, mom is sick and he is alchohlic, but I have to be with them lifelong.
So it's a very very difficult. Pfff.... That's it end of story.