Ik and that’s good but it’s just real complicated and I’d spend hours tryna convey both sides and get yall to know our complex history
Ig it doesn’t in some aspects but I’d think she’d have the decency to tell me and speak to me face to face
Ik a good amount of her side, just not the breaking point which led her to this decision
And ik this bc she’d told me a lot of her reasoning for things just not the last bit
You’re right. It’s up to her and I just really thought she’d be more mature and caring about this. She claims she’s tryna get closer to God but’ll do things that contradict that statement. She was never like this for the 4 yrs I knew her. It was an all of a sudden change
I think her environment and friends and me being far away are all contributors
This would’ve never happened if I didn’t leave to DC
Yeah, I get that, but how can someone change their love for someone, which she claims was so important that she was obsessed with me, into a complete disregard?
ik she loved me and was infatuated with me
She displayed it, not just with words, but with actions for many yeats
I think I just wore her down too much. She just got tired of it
No. I loved her at her best and at her worst
Maybe. Idk. I never thought of that or asked her
I did struggle, and still do, with lust
She hated when she caught me using this same app one time a year ago and she thought me watching corn was cheating so every time she’d catch me it’d make her feel less than
I also did try breaking up with her prob 3 times out of self esteem issues, selfishness, and immaturity
And many times we lacked communication, comprising, and understanding
And we did tend to argue a bit much at certain points of our relationship
Thx for talking with me y’all. It helps. I wish you all the best
