I want to leave my boyfriend and I’ve tried to several times. We can never break the connection and always get back together. I’m not happy, it’s a long distance relationship we both can’t afford to see each other often and I just don’t wanna do it anymore. Yet when we do break up all I can think about is the future I’m possibly loosing with this person and it always drives me to go back.
Yeah, and I just get so much anxiety without him and hehonestly the only person I have that I can just go to about anything.
When we’re apart I miss him but when we’re together I’m constantly annoyed and frustrated with him and the distance makes it so much worse.
Could be something small, but it will always lead to something bigger
He always thinks he’s right even tho I know what I’m talking about
When we’re together irl it’s not like that tho, and that’s my dilemma. When we’re together it’s perfect.
We only fight when we’re apart
Ig that’s true, I don’t know. We both didn’t grow up with the best examples
It really is and I’m so tired
But I do have so much love for him and it’s really hard to get over that
What is love supposed to feel like?
It’s enough for him but it’s not for me
It was something I’ve been thinking about. I’m not close with my family like he is so I don’t mind moving away. But I’d be moving away from everyone and everything I’ve ever known. Nothing is affordable either, I’m working on my career he’s still figuring out what he wants to do. So idk, this is my first like real relationship too. Like first everything for the both of us. I used to be able to see a future butnow it just seems unattainable.
I mean I trust him, i definitely can handle myself and take care of myself if anything were to happen. Also I won’t put the blame all onto him I’m not perfect either and I do start arguments too.
But we’ll see, it does feel like things are coming to an end tho.
Thank you so much I appreciate
