So Iâm in not the best relationship with this boy and a couple days ago I tried to end it, but he was like no you canât leave, Iâll change. So my dumb ash stayed again and now heâs not really talking to me. Like we were good and fine and dandy for 2 days after and now this is like the third day he hasnât talked to me and he keeps giving me the lamest excuses. I��m just so tired and donât know what to do
Like Ik the easy anwser would be leave but itâs so hard w him. He has all of my accounts, my socials, my Spotify. Plus Iâm just not sure about being alone, I donât want to have miss another person. Somebody I loved so hard then just lost at my own hand all over again.
He just doesnât make me happy and I know I have to do what has to be done.
Yea.. I just donât want him to hurt himself I know thatâs not my responsibility but
Thatâs what he threatens but honestly idk if he would. Heâs lied to me abt sh and stuff before even after knowing my problems with it.
Yuh probably thanks for letting me talk đ)
He just makes me feel so crazy sometimes
Yea you can always vent to me if you want đ
Anybody else like constantly trying to control the erg to put their head through walls when they feel any sort of bad đđ
Like Iâm gonna end up with a bad concussion if I keep this up lol
