So Iām in not the best relationship with this boy and a couple days ago I tried to end it, but he was like no you canāt leave, Iāll change. So my dumb ash stayed again and now heās not really talking to me. Like we were good and fine and dandy for 2 days after and now this is like the third day he hasnāt talked to me and he keeps giving me the lamest excuses. Iļæ½ļæ½m just so tired and donāt know what to do
Like Ik the easy anwser would be leave but itās so hard w him. He has all of my accounts, my socials, my Spotify. Plus Iām just not sure about being alone, I donāt want to have miss another person. Somebody I loved so hard then just lost at my own hand all over again.
He just doesnāt make me happy and I know I have to do what has to be done.
Yea.. I just donāt want him to hurt himself I know thatās not my responsibility but
Thatās what he threatens but honestly idk if he would. Heās lied to me abt sh and stuff before even after knowing my problems with it.
Yuh probably thanks for letting me talk š)
He just makes me feel so crazy sometimes
Yea you can always vent to me if you want š
Anybody else like constantly trying to control the erg to put their head through walls when they feel any sort of bad šš
Like Iām gonna end up with a bad concussion if I keep this up lol
