Same here, and vague abstract nonsense
I think I need to return to my spiritual studies
A blend of paganism and new age spirituality for the most part
I like a particular kind that really involves psychology as well, focusing on both healing and spiritual growth
I am still trying to understand the human mind đ« đ°
I am not a spiritual person, but I like the healing and growth approach
Ugh, I've got to put my phone on the charger. It was great chatting with you đđđ„° until next time, have a good day or night đđ
Still quite fascinating to know đ€
Itâs very complex, thatâs all I know đ€đ€đ€đ
So complex, I still donât get it đ«Ł
Maybe i should look into spiritual healing too đ€
Itâs ok đ€đ€đ€ itâll make sense when it becomes clearer for yah đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»
>>> So complex, I still donât get it đ«Ł
Its a lifelong learning journey
I am studying neuroscience
That will bring some clarity đŹ
Iâm highly allergic to any science đ€Łđ€Łđ€Łđ€Ł but not with knowledge that is applicable and handy
Neuroscience, philosophy, psychology, microbiology etc to get a deep understanding
Only neuroscience and u will only get a materialistic explanation of things
Itâs incredibly interesting
I want to leave my boyfriend and Iâve tried to several times. We can never break the connection and always get back together. Iâm not happy, itâs a long distance relationship we both canât afford to see each other often and I just donât wanna do it anymore. Yet when we do break up all I can think about is the future Iâm possibly loosing with this person and it always drives me to go back.
So do you get back to him because you miss him?
Yeah, and I just get so much anxiety without him and he honestly the only person I have that I can just go to about anything.
When weâre apart I miss him but when weâre together Iâm constantly annoyed and frustrated with him and the distance makes it so much worse.
Why are you annoyed when you are together?
Could be something small, but it will always lead to something bigger
Well it doesnât make any sense getting back together
He always thinks heâs right even tho I know what Iâm talking about
There is no future in there
When weâre together irl itâs not like that tho, and thatâs my dilemma. When weâre together itâs perfect.
So do you fight when you are together or when you are apart?
We only fight when weâre apart
You shouldnât be fighting in any circumstances
Anyway, long distance relationships can be exhausting
And if you donât have the money for travelling
Ig thatâs true, I donât know. We both didnât grow up with the best examples
It really is and Iâm so tired
But I do have so much love for him and itâs really hard to get over that
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