Same here, and vague abstract nonsense
I think I need to return to my spiritual studies
A blend of paganism and new age spirituality for the most part
I like a particular kind that really involves psychology as well, focusing on both healing and spiritual growth
I am still trying to understand the human mind š« š°
I am not a spiritual person, but I like the healing and growth approach
Ugh, I've got to put my phone on the charger. It was great chatting with you ššš„° until next time, have a good day or night šš
Still quite fascinating to know š¤
Itās very complex, thatās all I know š¤š¤š¤š
So complex, I still donāt get it š«£
Maybe i should look into spiritual healing too š¤
Itās ok š¤š¤š¤ itāll make sense when it becomes clearer for yah š«¶š»š«¶š»š«¶š»
>>> So complex, I still donāt get it š«£
Its a lifelong learning journey
I am studying neuroscience
That will bring some clarity š¬
Iām highly allergic to any science š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£ but not with knowledge that is applicable and handy
Neuroscience, philosophy, psychology, microbiology etc to get a deep understanding
Only neuroscience and u will only get a materialistic explanation of things
Itās incredibly interesting
I want to leave my boyfriend and Iāve tried to several times. We can never break the connection and always get back together. Iām not happy, itās a long distance relationship we both canāt afford to see each other often and I just donāt wanna do it anymore. Yet when we do break up all I can think about is the future Iām possibly loosing with this person and it always drives me to go back.
So do you get back to him because you miss him?
Yeah, and I just get so much anxiety without him and he honestly the only person I have that I can just go to about anything.
When weāre apart I miss him but when weāre together Iām constantly annoyed and frustrated with him and the distance makes it so much worse.
Why are you annoyed when you are together?
Could be something small, but it will always lead to something bigger
Well it doesnāt make any sense getting back together
He always thinks heās right even tho I know what Iām talking about
There is no future in there
When weāre together irl itās not like that tho, and thatās my dilemma. When weāre together itās perfect.
So do you fight when you are together or when you are apart?
We only fight when weāre apart
You shouldnāt be fighting in any circumstances
Anyway, long distance relationships can be exhausting
And if you donāt have the money for travelling
Ig thatās true, I donāt know. We both didnāt grow up with the best examples
It really is and Iām so tired
But I do have so much love for him and itās really hard to get over that
