im starting to think only older guys are attracted to me 😭 all day at work older men was hitting on me Its a every day thing now 😤 Im never gonna get married . even my niece whos a few years younger than me says she thinks Im gonna end up being a sugar baby home wrecker 🤣
no confession just a question for guys who’s been in relationships . Do you generally prefer girls with relationship experience? asking because every-time I inform a guy that I never dated before or that I don’t haveany experience they ghost me or start being weird about it 😭
I just feel like a ghost I can be in a room full of people and people just stare right through me . in order to get people to see me I used to steal from stores hoping to get caught but I never did. Ive stolen hundreds of dollars of merchandise from stores like family dollar and Victoria secret , bath and body but still people didn’t notice I don’t steal anymore but I still feel alone and invisible I just want to be seen
Even though I am attracted to men I think I might unconsciously be afraid of men . this thought is probably the reason why i’m still a virgin . Men scare me so much that I try to avoid and disregard any thought of having a relationship . I mean Ive had male friends but if one showed interest in being more than friends I immediately became terrified and disregard their feelings
Anyone has the desire to run away marry a random person you just met and start a new life lol
people always stare at me as if they are lost in thought as if they are confused or maybe infatuated idk . i don’t consider ugly but im not drop dead gorgeous either so when people just stare at me idk how to respond
that seems easy but I want ti know why people stare and not say anything
i force myself to watch depressing movies in order to show myself my life could be worse then I tell myself that my traumas don’t matter because they could be worse
