I wish I could find other hobbies, I get unmotivated without drugs tho.
I love to paint and draw and write poetry, but I just can't when I'm sober
Knitting sounds reasonable tho tbh
I literally just stayed home and isolated. Every little problem triggered me
That's what made me relapse, I did have a dog and my brother was letting me live withhim but his narcissistic gf decided she deserved all of his money and help and she had me kicked out. I lost my place to live, couldn't take care of my dog so I had to give her up
It's crazy how a woman can influence a man like that
She pretty much turned my brother against me
And now he's angry with me because I started getting high again, like wtf do you expect. You just took everything away from me and pushed me to the streets, I'm an addict, of course I'm going to get high
Idk, I'd just rather have nothing and be at the bottom than to be at the top just to let everyone push me down
That's how my dog was, she was always right there with me
Animals are perfect for me because I don't have to talk to them, we communicate with energy instead
It's all good, im just going to go get high and write some more poetry anyways
I have a nasty, dirty, and outright scandalous confession that I desperately need to get off of my chest
I confess that I'm addicted to licking gas station toilet seats
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal, maybe together we can get somewhere
Any place is better, starting from zero we got nothing to lose, maybe we'll make something, me myself I got nothing to prove
I don't know why I like that song so much
You've never licked a toilet seat at a random gas station?
Dang that sucks, sorry horsey
The corona adds a special flavor
You got a fast car, is it fast enough so we can fly away? We gotta make a decision, either leave tonight or live and die this way
I've had anti for about 8 years, the only time I've seen it lower than this was when that psychopathic stalker got arrested and it was on the news
